There are people in my life that I very much need to forgive.
But, quite frankly, I am hating them right now.
I know this is awful. Hate is as bad a murder...but still...I have this hatred. And I hate that I have this hatred.
The only way I know how to deal with this is through prayer. I honestly have no other ideas. I don't want to hate these individuals. I really don't. But I don't know how to take it away. I don't know how to forgive them for the pain they have inflicted on me. And not to just say it. To really mean it. Because honestly, I've said many times over the years that I forgive these people, but I must not, because I still have the hatred.
So please, just pray for me, that I might overcome these feelings, and be able to truly forgive.
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
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