There are people in my life that I very much need to forgive.
But, quite frankly, I am hating them right now.
I know this is awful. Hate is as bad a murder...but still...I have this hatred. And I hate that I have this hatred.
The only way I know how to deal with this is through prayer. I honestly have no other ideas. I don't want to hate these individuals. I really don't. But I don't know how to take it away. I don't know how to forgive them for the pain they have inflicted on me. And not to just say it. To really mean it. Because honestly, I've said many times over the years that I forgive these people, but I must not, because I still have the hatred.
So please, just pray for me, that I might overcome these feelings, and be able to truly forgive.
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I am praying very hard for you every day. God will heal you.
hey girl...a little late but i defiently will pray for you....i hope that GOD will clear your heart and soul from all that hatred...
GOD BLESS YA!!
love,
maria
Many years ago (after Grandview...and all the "stuff" that went on there), I asked a friend the same thing.....you know her, (MF) she and her husband had a scrap iron business....anyway, she always gives the wisest counsel and she told me, "Anna, do it with your head first, even if you have to say it over and over again, and your heart will follow." I took her advice. Forgiving them was sooooooo hard, and Satan threw it in my face over and over and over again, and over and over again I said "leave me alone Satan, I forgave them...." and Praise the Lore, eventually, my heart followed!!!! I will be praying for you!!!
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